You Shouldn't Have Doubted Me

Go ahead and tear me down. Go ahead and call me crazy. Go ahead and think I don't know what is actually going on. I am a strong individual. I can conquer anything. You shouldn't have doubted me. I may be weak today, tomorrow and maybe even next week, but guarantee that I will get over you. I will get past this. I have finally seen the real you. I have been awakened. I am going places and you are standing still. No, actually you are digressing. In a year I will be living life to its fullest, you will be a memory. Granted I will always relish those memories, but you have tainted them. You have stained them with doubt. You have made me question the man I thought you were. I saw something in you. I tried to help you realize but instead you resisted with fear and cowardliness. I can see you just want to live your life and that is understandable but I was living mine too. I will continue to live mine. I will remember the good times and forget the bad. I admit I will struggle in the coming weeks, months and maybe even years but that is the difference between you and I, I can admit it. I can accept the person I am and the people I affect in my life. I can take responsibility for all the things I have done and that is the difference between you and I and the person I thought you were. So go ahead and tear me down. Go ahead and think I'm crazy. I have seen the real you and I am sorry for you. It takes years to be a real man. So in five years when you realize what you have lost just remember that I am strong.

I can conquer anything and you shouldn't have doubted me.

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